Well I made it through the holidays with only 5 or 6 major emotional breakdowns. Most of them in private thank goodness. I had 2 separate battles with a nasty stomach bug which didn't help things. You know when I got married I was determined things wouldn't end up this way and yet here I am. I hate it. It is awful. Every bad thing you have heard or witnessed about a marriage falling apart is true. Every conversation between us ends with one or both of us in tears and me feeling like I have kicked a puppy. Kyle is a good man but I'm afraid it is time to just let go and walk away. It is hard, so hard.
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